Heehee!

Hey, if someone stood up and became the MLK of perceived beauty, that would kick some serious ass.

But do they have to find you physically attractive to be your friend? When I'm friends with someone I find less than attractive physically, it is not despite this. Physical attraction plays no role in what I think of somebody as a friend and person, but simply in how likely I am to spend stray moments imagining them naked and in my bedroom.

I have many friends. I doubt many of them find me physically attractive. I don't think it is pity friendship. If I won the "let's be nice to the ugly guy" lottery, I didn't get my notification in the mail.

You can assemble IKEA furniture! You are a genius!

I have yet to see someone here say they judge a person's worth by their appearance. All that's been said is that each person finds some people more attractive than others. I'm curious if someone disputes that as a fact. The other thing being said is that there's a generic set of physical attributes that more people find physically attractive than not. Perhaps that's in dispute, but it's going a bit far to call either of those statements particularly "judgemental" in the sense that it would indicate the person judges an individual's worth by their appearance. They are simply generalizations of societal phenomenon used to further a discussion on the motivations a company might have to hire for perceived attractiveness.

Are you physically attracted to all of your friends?

It's NOT, "I'll be your friend even though you're fat." It's, "When interacting with people as friends, their relative physical attractiveness is unimportant to me."

Well, I think suggesting that being fat makes you less worthy of unskilled entery level grunt labor at a theme park skirts into that territory.

Please, by my friend, even though I am fat.
Be my friend even though I am poor judge of character.. and please,

at the very least, understand that I did, and DO like the riding crop costume, and the french maid outfit.
Doesnt mean I think we need to wear them, but I like them.

Thats what I meant back on page one, its what I mean now.

I don't consider a single one of my friends ugly. None of them are. They're my friends. How could they possibly be ugly?

There's a fine distinction here I'm apparently failing to make. That frustrates me, because it is very important to me.

I'm not saying that to be my friend one has to spend their every ounce of energy resisting the urge to grab me for some hot monkey love. But if they truly find me so visually repulsive that they would nod and agree that I'm downright ugly then I can't imagine why they would want to spend any time with me at all. And if they think that there are things I shouldn't do or places I shouldn't go because of how I look, then I don't want to spend time with them.

Note - I've been writing this for a while and some have responded before I could post.

Did you even read what I said about being picked on? Was that not enough detail for you? Well here you go. I was contemplating suicide in the 7th grade because I was a social outcast. A gang of girls tortured me constantly. One of them sat behind me in homeroom and would whisper in my ear about how ugly I was during class. No matter what clothes I bought they continued to make fun of me, every single day. Like I mentioned, they threw me against the lockers, sprayed me with hair spray, pulled my hair and called me flat, a stick, a boy, and whatever other euphemisms they could come up with. My one and only friend of a year and a half dumped me cermonially for another group of girls and laughed at me as I ran away crying.

I hope that's enough for you. I have more if you want it. The grass is always fvcking greener.

The status quo says a lot of things about me and how I live my life. I've been judged from many angles. I've especially been judged because I like stating harsh realities that others wished didn't exist.

Look, I'm only saying all this because I'm sick of the pretending. Pretending these issues don't exist is burying one's head in the sand and doesn't move towards solving them.

Why do you feel the need to prove your worth to me? I KNOW you're a smart person, with a wonderful life, and a lot to be proud of. I've known you for YEARS, and since the LoT started nearly a full year ago, I've learned a lot more about you. I knew most of the stuff you listed above. I never said you were worthless or stupid or what have you. Hell, I never even said that I personally find you unattractive!

I'll say this again. I'm close friends with many people of different sizes and shapes! LSPE is one of the women I admire most in the world! Geez, how many times can I say this stuff?
Prudence, I'm seriously shaking my head here. Am I supposed to want to fvck everyone? Do you want to fvck all of your friends? Are you attracted to everybody in the world? Have you never drooled over a "hot guy"? Have you never looked at a guy and thought "I'm not attracted to him"? I don't understand what you're trying to say here.

Tell me, Pru, what do YOU find physically attractive?

I think I'm beginning to understand...you're talking about "downright ugly" instead of "I'm not attracted to them."

I agree with you, I don't know anyone that's "downright ugly". But that doesn't mean that I'd sleep with them, either. There are shades of gray, and the matter of personal preference. I may not find them personally attractive to me, but I can see how they are attractive to others.

That's the difference. I can accept that to me, not everyone is beautiful, but that they are beautiful to other people.