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Weird. Is anyone else getting a weird error message when trying to read this thread? It looks like there's a post after my previous one, but all I can see is a warning pop up that says, "Firefox's automatic Anti-Glitter Filter has blocked this content." *shrug*
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Hahaha... !!! ;)
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I was about to be proud of myself for making it all the way to 2:30 without any coffee or tea...then I remembered the 2 glasses of iced tea I had at lunch. Damn.
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I can't stop crying.
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I had a meeting this morning and next week something is gonna happen that I am dreading. I hate confrontation, but at least I have friends willing to do the deed, since I can't legally do it myself. After that I picked up boy and we went to Chuy's for lunch. I got my ego stroked by a male friend, although I had to emphasize (again) that all we would ever ever be are friends. It is nice to hear kind words, knowing that it is genuine. |
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I cry because I'm tired. Tired of being "different". I'm tired of never feeling like I belong, you know? I'm not smart enough or cool enough, or swanky enough, or pretty enough. I feel like I'm invisible. A square peg who wishes she could find a square hole. I'm exhausted from trying to squeeze into the round one. I'm sure nobody can relate to what I'm trying to convey. I'm not sure even I can anymore. Why I'm choosing to express this in an open forum..I have no idea.It must be the biggest scream for help. |
Hmm... I know how we feel inside can vastly differ from what we portray to the world, but I never thought of you as a peg that doesn't fit. I think you fit in perfectly fine - at least with us. ;)
I do hear what you're saying, though. It's hard to find that place where we belong. I think the first key (at least this is what I've been trying to tell myself) is to belong to myself. Does that make any sense? Sounds kind of hokey when I say it out loud, but the biggest challenge I face is accepting myself. When I don't accept myself, it feels like others don't accept me, and that's at the heart of every single one of my self doubts. I can't tell you to believe in yourself, but you should. You're a wonderful, loving girl who maybe is just a bit lost right now. *hugs* |
OK, that was weird. I gotta go delete that insan-O repetitive posting accident. Or maybe it just means that I really meant it.
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OK, that was triple weird.
My post duplicated itself a whole bunch of times (maybe 6?) then I re-opened the thread and it was down to two. Oh well... |
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