I absolutely loved it though I'm aching. It was one of the more well written of the books. And I'm in utter turmoil now. So many wonderful things I'd love to talk about, but being a reader who's always wanted to think of Snape in a somewhat redemptive light (while realizing that he is petty, maliciuos, and often terrible to his students, etc.), I'm a bit heart broken and can seem to only focus on the "Prince" now. Man, I honestly did not see that coming, and it was quite obvious really. God. I guessed right about a lot of things in this book. I assumed Snape would be given the Defense Against the Darks Arts job, and since this book frequently brought up how no one maintained the job for more than a year (and even explained why) I figured Snape may not be long for this world, or for Hogwarts, but still...I held out hope that if he was to die or vanish, it would not be because he was an actual supporter of Voldemort's. And then Dumbledore made the remark about how he doesn't err often, but when he does, it's often a rather large mistake? Oy. OY. I feel sick to my stomach. Heidi and I had discussed what Draco was being asked to do early on and she seemed fairly certain that Draco was after Harry. I hadn't even gleamed that much from the second chapter, but when thinking about it more, it seemed just as likely that Draco would have been asked to eliminate Dumbledore - Voldemort wanting to kill Harry himself.
There is some small part of me that thinks that, based on the Spinnes End chapter, Draco's reluctance (LOVED that he was the boy crying to Myrtle in the bathroom; I'd kinda suspected as much when she started talking but I just loved it - so unexpected) to act, and Dumbledore's pleading, that Dumbledore had engineered it so that Snape, and not Draco would kill him. Dumbledore being somewhat sympathetic towards youths in position to make tragic mistakes, it almost seems like it was Dumbledore's plan all along to make sure that it was Snape who finished him off, and not a student. Snape making the unbreakable vow, when I read it, wasn't an indictment of his guilt. It seemed necessary at the time, blah...blah...blah...Rowling is so good at pulling the rug out from underneath us, it's really hard to tell when something is as it seems. We still don't really know, after all, why Dumbeldore trusted Snape implicitly. Unless it was Snape's remorse, but I was under the impression there was more to it. I could be wrong about that, but Dumbledore refused to continue talk to Harry about it so I'm not sure I'm wrong. If it's still not completely answered, we are still left to wonder: Was it really one of Dumbelore's biggest mistakes/oversights trusting Snape? Or is this really something that they knew might have to happen (Dumbledore being somewhat omniscient), and so contingency plans were made and set in motion, all of which highly incriminate Snape.
When I read Spinners End, I pretty much thought three things, and it's the same three things one has always been able to assume about Snape: He's duping Voldemort. Or he's duping Dumbledore. Or he's playing both sides equally hard, siding with whomever is victorious at the end.
Now, I'm still not sure. But the truth remains, Severus Snape just killed Albus Dumbledore. And until Book 7, it seems I'm free to speculate as much as I like still, but I don't think my curiosity about Snape will be tinged with nearly as much, um, fondness. Because, fvck, Severus Snape just killed Albus Dumbledore!
Interesting. In one feel swoop of a novel, she managed to make a very grey character (Snape) seem suddenly completely black (which, I admit, is part of what gives me up - Rowling does love a red herring....of course, the "grey" aspects of Snape could very well have been the red herring, and he really is nasty, nasty, horrible, unforgivable....oh, GOD. Rowling, you are KILLING ME HERE!). And she also managed to make a character she previously said was almost wholly insignificant and obviously evil, a bit of an interesting conflict. Draco, hell bent on impressing the most evil wizard ever (perhaps seduced by the idea that an accomplishment on his part would lessen Voldemort's anger at his father), agrees off the only wizard Voldemort ever feared...but can't. He struggles with his conscience. He strikes up a bizarre friendship with Myrtle (a "muddblood" ghost) of all people, and frequently cries. Not so much that he cared about Dumbledore as he was afraid for his own life, and the lives of his parents. But still, she's not given him depth before, and suddenly he's got depth. Though an ass he remains.
As the characters age, Rowling's writer ages and becomes more concise and complex and interesting. I'm very impressed.
And friggin' heart broken. Snape, really completely evil and unredeemable? Say it ain't so! Say it's all a sad ruse that had to happen, and Snape's still on the right sad.
Yeah. Could be Rowling just being clever.
Then again, those private moments when Harry and Snape were fighting and Snape was shouting things like, "DON'T CALL ME A COARD!" aren't exactly comforting. I was rather hoping he'd shout, "NO, HARRY. THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE. YOU NEVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND, YOU STUPID BOY!
I doubt interviews afterwards will be much of a help unless she responds the same way she did about Sirius' death: "Yes, he's really dead. Like, dead, not coming back to life dead." Meaning, if asked if Snape is really a black hat, I'll just have to believe her completely if she says, "I told you not to like him. Yes, he's BAD. BAD. BAD. BAD. And to drive that point home, he killed one of the most beloved characters in the book. Snape is BAD. So, fangirls, get OVER it."
Sniff. Okay. But not unless she tells me to! Heh.
And boy, she's really dragging this Ron and Hermione stuff ooooooooooooooooooooooout.
And poor loveable Ginny!
Also, I was really quietly hoping for Remus and Tonks, but thought it was just a fangirl's dream. So, crying over Dumbledore's death, I still managed a completely delightful girlish out loud SQUEE of delight over that nicely played bit. But MAN, I hope they'll be in Book 7 more.
Also, *very* intrigued by the idea that Ron, Hermione and Harry are setting off on their own at the start of Book 7. So exciting and terrifying.
Oh, and one more thing to say tonight: INFERI! ZOMBIES AT HOGWARTS! Man, my friend Mike an dI made jokes about that once. Rowling made a dream come true.
And she broke my heart. Again.
But a Weasley twin didn't die. So I don't hate her. Yet.
This, by the way, was not an attempt at an intelligent review so much as a fan's immediate and shocked response to recent events within the Potter universe. Lordy, how long until Book 7. These questiosn are going to gnaw on me. Blech.