[Prudence]

I'm really really really trying to care about my job. I realize that my failure to secure an internship dramatically lowers my post-gradaution legal opportunities, so I might be doing this for longer than anticipate. So I should develop at least a respect for this job, even if I don't like it. I should at least care about doing my very best, even if I don't like the circumstances. I should make this the best crappy job around and leave things in tip-top shape for my eventual replacement.

I'm trying, but it's not working.