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My mother is writing David a letter. I have been asked not to open it. She is mailing it tomorrow. I asked not to know what she has said. In the meantime I am trying to figure out what the first steps are to getting a divorce. The catalist was this weekend. He started a chain saw outside Nick's bedroom window at 7am. When Nick said something to him he really laid into Nick. Poor kid was quite upset. He came in and crawled into bed with me for comfort. That night David left to go work on Dawn's garage. His parting words to me were that he would be spending the night since he planned on drinking.
Last night was rough for me. I was crying to the point of being sick. My dad had 2 stints installed in his artieries and when they removed the sheath from his groin he began to hemorage. At no point did David offer any comfort. He knew I was crying, he knew I was throwing up. He went to bed with out even saying good night.
I have finally had enough.
Nickolas and I would be much happier on our own. Selling the house will be more than enough to get us out of debt and place a nice down payment on a condo (even when split in half). With all of the documentation going on I won't have to worry about facing a judge for alimony and child support. This just scares the Hell out of me.
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