I remember all to well the comined feelings of despair and denial that seems to go along with a decision that help is needed. I checked into rehab only to want nothing more than to go home. It's the scariest thing I've ever done in my life - along with the best.
Britney is in a LOT of pain and, no one who is hitting bottom, is thinking straight. It is almost impossible to make good decisions when you're crawling on the bottom of the barrel.
She's a sick girl who doesn't want to be a sick girl. She's probably addicted to a substance that she both craves and hates. She needs help but doesn't want to be "not normal". I remember it all very well.
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