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I've had them. I'm usually halfway through the courtships (it's almost always a romance and not just some lusty encounter) before I even realize that I'm in a same sex relationship. I'm always aware they're a woman, but it just doesn't occur to me to think it's out of the norm for me. And then suddenly I realize it is, and I either don't care or I completley freak out about it.
I've also had incest dreams that are similar where I suddenly realize the person I'm in love with, or being sexual with is...my dad...or my brother. And though the realiziation is always quite disturbing, I don't feel weird about it when I wake up. I figure it's all quite common and has to do with desiring certain qualities in men that are similar to those possessed by the promiment male figures in my life.
Ah, dreams. Dreams, dreams, dreams.
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