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My parents are coming over tomorrow. My dad wants to make sure he gets things that he gave me, things that he wants Nick to have and not David. My main cncern is my car, it is in both of our names.
I will be asking about a restaining order to helplegally keep him from coming in the house when I'm not home. The crap in the garage is mostly his and not stuff I would want or need.
I don't want her anywhere near me. I don't want her to ba able to accuse me of threatening her. Luckily, I know what sort of tactics she uses and can do my best to avoid them. I am thinking about moving his clothes and things into the motorhome, that way I can limit the time he spends in the house. I already starting tossing his clothes into a box.
I am terrified about what is going to happen. I can't lose Nickolas. I just can't let him be taken from me.
I don't want to keep his stuff just to get even with what he has done. I want to be the better person, but some how I don't see him behaving the same way. When did he plan on telling me? After the kid was born? He told our neighbor (last night at the races) that he thought I knew, that Nickolas had told me. Nick thought the whole thing was a joke, he is 10 years old, he still thinks that people have to be married to have babies. David didn't have the balls to tell me, he wanted his son to do it.
My mom is pissed that he showed up at Christmas, knwing then that she was pregnant. I would so totally laugh if the baby isn't his. She cheated on Jimmy, so I don't know why David thinks he is so special.
*sigh*
I am going to go clean some more.
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