I miss being my own boss. And it's starting to bug me. I used to love the thrill of a new challenge. But staring 50 in the face, I don't know if I'm ready to throw myself into another endeavor. I don't like what I'm doing now, but do I detest it enough to change?
So, the word for today is ambivalent, and I'm not sure how I feel about that either.
One thing's for sure... it will devil me until I decide.
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