[Ponine]

I rather cherrily report (not) that I am havng a less than steller day.

I dont have a great reason.But I have a tendancy to slip into depressin anyway so its not terrbily suprising. Esp after I was falling into the pit yesterday by lunch.
and let's see.. yesterday I got the.. 'Do you ever feel like you're all alone even though someones in the room with you?" speech,
along with the "Don't think that anyone thinks your're worth wating for" speech.
On top of that, the child who did the exact opposite of what I told him to eight times, and then I got blamed for the fact that he hadnt eaten yet at 8pm.

I did walk into the office today to be told someone died on the highway, I know that didnt help.

Reading NA's and SCA's threads didnt send rays of sunshine. (not that they should have, and its not a complaint, merely an observation)
I'm already feeling like my mortaility is a moot existance.

This day needs to end, and it needs to be Tuesday.

Because work may distress me at times, its way less stressfull and less work than being at home.

What do I need..... hmm.. a less action packed weekend?
A warm place to curl up and cry, or just be?

I know what I dont need.
Another action packed weekend, complete with a wedding.