[Ponine]

Oh Ally... did you have the same kind of weekend I did?
I have my all new Bare Minerals, and everyone loves them, and what they look like on me. But the past week, has been enlightening in sooo many ways.
People have thought I was thinner, got newer makeup, am happier, any number of things.. and they tell me to quit smiling.
Now, mind you, I abhorr drinking water, but I am trying.

But I do also believe after this week that nothing, makes you seem more attractive, and friendly to other people than being happy yourself.
I am happy. I catch myself and occasionaly slip back into my depressive self pity mode... and think I have no right... but I do, I really think I do. Right this moment anyway.

If I had heard that it made a difference to love someone, or to not hide that you love, or care, I would have scoffed.
But you know what? I think it does matter.
Even if they dont return the same degree, or kind of love, the fact that I am willing to embrace it, seems to make a difference.
I dont care right this instant if its reciprocated. I just like it.
In short, I agree with you.