O just had the worst dream. I guess my subcioncious took my slumber into the depths of my psychy and brought out all of my fears at once. Since my alarm decided to go off at that exact moment I now get to remember everything in stunning detail. My biggest fear (esp since Nickolas is on visitation right now) is that David won't bring him back, or once he brings him back he will take him from me. The other part had to do with material possessions and David just trying to hurt me (mentally) in every way he could.
I have just spent 20 minutes trying to find the padlocks I bought so I can lock the back gate when I leave for work.
*sigh*
I am going to go start a load of laundry and slowly get ready for work...
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