[Claire]

And, ladies, he's still the best dresser (down to the shoes!) and extremely hot. He's amazing. And he wasn't sleazy or hitting on me, just interested in me. In what I had to say, how I was doing, my favorite places (he moved out of my neighborhood when they divorced right when I moved in--how ODD is that???) in the area, he casually had his arm around my shoulders on the train, he sat next to me in Mark's car, stood next to me at the bar, lots of eye contact, but never anything overtly icky at all. I remember sitting on that curb with him talking for hours that one night with my head on his shoulder and cuddled up next to him.

When we first saw each other after the show (I was surprised to see him, it took me a minute to orient myself, freaking Adam and Mark didn't tell me he was with them, the bastards), he gave me the longest, sweetest hug, the kind that lasts and lasts.

And considering I once fell hard for a guy who kissed me on the forehead and called me Sweet Claire, this hug was too much for me. I never fully recovered from that hug, even though we spent the next few hours together.

It's been 12 hours.....I'm still not recovered from that hug.