[Ponine]

I have been reflecting upon an email/reply that a LoT'r sent to me, that I have never truly had the nerve to answer.
She was so open with her opinions, but I couldnt, at the time, be as open as she.
But, regardless, I have been thinking about many things she said, and trying to formulate a response.. being that the topic of the email was sex..

It was this whole thing on how people percieve it, and where they stand.
My knowledge was limited in a great many ways.
Emotionally and in a sense physically... but I own a library card, and I can drive to the bookstore, so I examined other opinions.

I dont have an answer for her yet.. but I did realize something for myself... the opinions that I have, the perceptions I have had in my life, or the way I say "I was trained" ,

Sex was a currency.

Not a gift, not a toy, a pleasure, a currency.

Odd. And for me, somewhat profound. I just had to voice that.