[Ponine]

Until yesterday, I never really thought that I saw it in a "bad light" , it just WAS.

I think it was thinking about what I wanted to reply to that email it just suddenly clicked, that by and large, this was how I catagorizied it.

I think it's only recently that I saw it any other way.
It's just that when it hit me, it was such a profound concept, that made so much sense... I really didnt know what to do.