ISM it's not about being left out of events or not being able to go. It's about me posting that i can't go for obvious reasons. There is a person on this board. (I put on ignore now). That made it obvious to me in a comment and pm's that what i'm posting is "old and that i need to do something about it if i can't go" maybe to start one on my own...but i have no free time at all barely.
I have other obligations and responsibilities. I do not feel left out. I felt loved here on the board until today. When i was personally "attacked" yes i was...Because of this i am really wary now of everyone sorry but until i know that won't happen again...and no i did not get an "sorry" and i'm not expecting one from them either.
I will take a break but i will definitely post on here about Bon Jovi and the concerts definitely

Cuz who knows what good things are in store in April.
Just brings me down and i've been crying and i do not want to post my whole story about myself on here either. Those of you who know know. Those who don't just give me time.
Those who have responded to this post i thank you from the bottom of my heart.