It is a little weird to be 37 and not know what you should be doing.  At this age, it feels like I should already be 10 years into a career already.  I ain't.
I think I'll spend the 10th at the park.  Just chillin'.  I think Bornieo is going to hang with me.  It'll be fun.  I'll get a button and some freakin' tortillas.
I totally get that whole readjustment of things at a certain age.  I'm at the point where I want to chuck the whole entertainment industry out the window.  I mean, I like to write, but I can't stand the industry sometimes.  
I hate being in so much turmoil, but I think there's a clarity in chaos.  Some of my favorite writing pieces came to me during hard times...

I also hear that the 40's are better than the 30's.  I know my 20's sucked.
"Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know!"