Holy crap.
So my boss just called me into her office and we're downsizing -- and two of my co-workers will be let go shortly. I will be staying on for the indefinite future -- meaning my responsibilities and workload will go up (and hopefully I will get a raise next month, as they'll still be paying MUCH less per year overall). Of course, I asked her if I should be looking for a job soon too, and she assured me that with the downsize I can work here for sure through next year and beyond.
But... holy crap. While I feel like I dodged a bullet, and I'm glad my boss is so confident in me (hey, what's not to like?), I feel awful for my co-workers, whom I genuinely get along with. It's really rare to have an office with NO internal drama. I'm not sure what to say. I feel happy about not having to look, and guilty for being here all at the same time. Obviously, I can't say anything about this to them, and they haven't been told yet.
Hooboy. I'm just in a daze right now.
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And they say back then our universe
Was a coal black egg
Until the god inside
Burst out and from its shattered shell
He made what became the world we know
~ Bjork (Cosmogony)
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