For what's it's worth...
I just checked out of the hospital this morning. I had to check in yesterday afternoon because of soaring blood pressure. I suspected all this was April Fool's foolishness and rolled with it for a while. But Mickey Lumbo's anger was just a little too real to chalk up to that. And as I've become quite attached to Sac, I found that exchange most upsetting. And the longer I thought about it, the more upset I became. As to NA's editting of posts, I was sure that was someone hacking into her account. I wasn't ready to believe that was actually her doing that.
Yes, I am a little "crunchy" about the whole thing, as much with myself for letting it get to me as with anyone else involved, but I never hold a grudge too long. The only reason I even mention any of this is because people sometimes don't realize just how upsetting something like that can be.
But good came of it. I found that my blood pressure needs to be controlled, and now we're working toward that. And I have a new toy... this nifty automatic blood pressure cuff that I can't wait to start playing with. And my new cardiologist is HOT!!!!
I'm over it. I hope everybody else can reach that same place very soon.
Now... back to the fun!
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