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Originally Posted by Kevy Baby
I am occasionally disturbed by the amount of thought you put into these kind of things.
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Like I've said in the past, while I've never come remotely close to committing suicide, I do think about it several times a day. My own death fascinates me. I can't see a high cliff without wondering what it would be to fall off it. A anthill without wondering how it would be to be eaten by army ants. A copse of trees in a twilight park without considering a violent mugging that leaves me mortally wounded but with enough life left to wander somewhere and die dramatically in the arms of a friend.
I find it really odd to think that there are people who don't think about such things all of the time. I think about good things too.
Maybe I just think too much and too fast.