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No joke. My husband is still being an ass. Lately is more often then not. Sucks. We've been married 11 1/2 years and I've been contemplating divorce on and off for months. Sick and tired of it. Bah!
Sorry to unload on you all... Thanks for the words of support all.
For example, I needed a refill of my son's asthma medication. He doesn't need it very often - but of course, today he did... and it's no where to be found! After an hour of searching, I call for a refill and we are out so they have to call the doctor. I also call the dr. and leave a message. within a few minutes, the pharmacy calls back and I go pick it up. When I get back, he says a doctor called and that I needed a different prescription. Now - this is the same prescription we've always had and it works. I'm supposed to call the dr. back but he's got no name, no phone number and decides the best thing to do is yell at me to call him back because I'm just going to do whatever the **** I want to do regardless of what he thinks. So, i'm yelling now to - go call the doctor then (which doctor? who the hell knows since no one took a message.) And now I'm the bad one who was made him feel so small because I cannot call back an unknown doctor at an unknown number. So- I know what it'll make it all better, lets cuss about it in front of the kids. That always helps doesn't it?!!!!
There is just no civil normal conversation. It's either all about how the problem with everything is because i'm so "frigid" (psh!) or cussing and yelling for some random occurrance.
You know - putting it down on paper (er... on computer) just makes it seem so much frickin clearer.
Some days we get along so well. Some days are just such crap. Lately the crap days are taking over.
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