Numb is a pretty appropriate word. We each have had our moments today and they hit you when you least expect. The place feels very empty tonight and more than ever, we just want the end of the month to come so we can start fresh in a new place and try to put this behind us. Perhaps that sounds cold but I don't mean it to. We liked him very much and felt that if he just got a break, he would be able to better himself. We just didn't realize the pain he must have been feeling.
Tomorrow is a new day. I expect we will be contacted in the morning. At that point, I'm going to see if I can get an address so that I can mail a letter to the daughter. I'm not sure how one goes about writing such a letter but I'll give it my best.
All your love and support gives us the strength that we need in the days ahead. You're all so kind and it's appreciated.
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