Well I am starting to think that she was the wrong person after all...
Last week things seemed to go very well, we were very friendly with each other during and between class, having many laughs you know. Then on Wendsday night I emailed her for the first time, in the email I asked what the area code was for her phone number since she did not write it down when she gave it to me about 2 weeks ago. I never got an answer to the email, but I thought no big deal she might have a spam blocker on her email and it did not get through.
So Thursday rolls around and we are both very busy in class, and did not have a chance to speak to each other once. She was having some problems with her project and had to stay after class, so I decided to wait for her and ask her if she wanted to go to the Queen show with me. One other girl was still in the room where she was working and things got kind of weird so I just quickly asked her what her area code was. She kind of rolled her eyes as if she was thinking and then told me and I said thanks and left her alone. Now I am starting to think the eye roll thing might have been because she was annoyed with me and maybe did not include her area code on purpose. Or she could have been pissed that she had to do more work, which I understand. Nevertheless it was kind of weird.
So that brings me to today. Since I did not get a chance to ask her to the show yesterday I thought I would call her and ask her. So I call at about 2 and get her voice mail. I leave a message, maybe sounding a little nervous, that I would like to talk to her and for her to call me back and that if I did not hear from her I would call tomorrow. Well I have have not got a call back.
So I am starting to think that I might have read more into this then was really there. But I am hurt because I feel like she does not even want to try to be my friend outside of school.
Am I jumping conclusions or are these all danger signs? I don't want her to feel like she has to distance herself from me, and as far as I know she does not know my feelings about her unless she reads this board and knows that I am Boingonut which I am sure she does not. Also as far as I know she does not know anything about me having tickets to a Queen show. I think I am going to try to call again tomorrow since I said I would still though.
Any advice will help since I am kind of feeling down right now
