| Ally, honey, you've got to let go and let your babies live in peace in doggie heaven.  You seem to be trying to hang on to what you've lost and, as a result, it is torturing your sleep and conscious.  It's not a bad thing to let go.  It's certainly a leap of faith, but it is better for everyone if you grieve and move on.  There are plenty of things still in this world that need your love. |