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Originally Posted by Cadaverous Pallor
I dont' understand people that fear growing older either.
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This I understand. Not that I fear being old. It's the growing old part. It's the watching my nose turn into a replica of my father's nose. Will MY nose become that veiny? Will it? I already notice small veins. Will they become raised old man nose veins?
Will my memory become even more squishy than it already is?
I already have the beginnings of arthritis, I fear.
Will I develop that shrinking slouch so many tall older people get?
I already feel like I'm aging before my time. Took a left at puberty and straight into menopause...
So, yeah, I kinda understand that fear. Because though a lot of people improve with age, I have a feeling I'll be just the opposite. It won't happen with grace so much as with a ravaging, unstoppable force.
Bah.