I wonder how long before the medication I accidentally took wears off.
This morning was extremely stressful. I had about 5 problems going simultaneously (mostly work-related) and also had a major headache. My mind was going a hundred miles an hour.
So, Matthew asks me I could bring him one of his pills (he takes an anti-depressant). I do so and then get a phone call. I sit the bottle of pills on the counter in the bathroom and walk away, and while still talking, I'm reminded of how bad my head hurts and I walk back into the bathroom, meaning to take two aspirin. Except that I absent-mindedly pick up his pill bottle and proceed to take two of his pills. By the time I realized what I had done, it was too late.
I didn't feel anything for hours but now I am all anxious and almost speedy. I don't think it is anything to necessarily worry about and I know it will wear off in a while but I'm really antsy and I don't like it. I tried working but came home. I tried sleeping it off but can't get to sleep. I tried reading and couldn't focus. So, I'm sort of just sitting here watching tv and wondering how much of this feeling is real and how much of it is in my head, simply because I know I took the pills. I swear, I feel like a moron for doing it but it's a little late to do much about it.
So, I wonder how long this **** lasts.
I'm also wondering about another 1000 or so things right now but I think I'll refrain from sharing until I'm out of my stupor.
