[Snowflake]

But we're your virtual family, too, Pru. You can always talk amongst us (me) and I will listen without recriminations.

Feeling guilty is natural, but don't let it rule you. Happiness in any form, especuially during a trying time such as this, is a boon companion. Welcome happiness in any form, welcome the pain too. (GAH, I sound like Dr. Effin Phil, sorry)

How can you say you were the bad one? Wild perchance, more experamental? You stepped outside the box, does not make you bad! Take it from the "good child" - you're not bad!

Virtual hugs don't do much, but there is a reason you're posting here, and that's for support and I think you have that in spades on the LoT.

With much care and concern

Donna