February 17, 2005

[Ponine]

It's odd, but when I think of myself when not giving much detail to the thoughts, I tend to forget that I am indeed a mere month away from 36.
I still see myself as the youngest one in the office, though I am, and since my coworkers feel compelled to refer to me as a youngster or little girl, it keeps me thinking that I am still about 25.

Never mind the fact that a great many people dont believe that I am my age. And in fact believe the myth , and perpetuate it, that I am in fact and under 30 person.
And now that I am on the weight loss kick, if I do in fact lose weight, althought that would be wonderful, it would only increase the misconceptions.

I dont feel like an adult. However I do tend to act like an adult. To steady and calm for the young set, too set in my ways.
But I dont refer to myself as an adult.....
How odd that stikes me now. And how odd that I dont seem to be alone in this thought.

(But as a side note, I love electronic billing)