Love to Dexter

[Not Afraid]

Thank you everone. I've been a complete mess since I found out the news. I've probably dehydrated myself crying on and off for most of the day. It's a lot to process. It makes me relive that horrible time of my life and what a sweetheart - and a trooper - Dex was through it all.

Weird story of the day - the soundtrack for my life during that horrible period of time was Alanis Morrisett 1st album. I haven't heard it in ages. I walked into Gus' house (Gus is my favorite pug and dog ever) this afternoon and "You Oughta Know" was playing on the iPod. I completely lost it and big, loving Gus just sat on me and licked my tears.

There are always wierd coincidences in my life when I'm faced with death. It's just so odd.