sorrow and despair

MickeyLumbo · 02-07-2008, 11:16 PM

i have been walking around in circles, can't eat, can't sleep and thought perhaps reaching out to my LoT family and putting some feelings in writing might help... at least try to release the deep sorrow i have tonight.

i was called at work and informed that my dog, Kaila, had become very ill within the past 24 hours and was unresponsive and struggling to breath, etc. she was fine/normal through tuesday... no sign of illness.

i rushed from work and took her to the ER.

the progosis was so grim, with any treatment likely to result in only prolonging her agony, i made the most difficult decision in my life so far.

oh my God, it hurts so bad right now writing about it.

Kaila passed away in my arms at 8:20 pm tonight.

Brett is still working and not able to leave work so i am just completely filled with grief - and alone until he gets home.

i just needed to share this pain.

it hurts so bad.

02-07-2008, 11:16 PM	#1
MickeyLumbo thankfully grateful Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: shangrila Posts: 1,388	sorrow and despair i have been walking around in circles, can't eat, can't sleep and thought perhaps reaching out to my LoT family and putting some feelings in writing might help... at least try to release the deep sorrow i have tonight. i was called at work and informed that my dog, Kaila, had become very ill within the past 24 hours and was unresponsive and struggling to breath, etc. she was fine/normal through tuesday... no sign of illness. i rushed from work and took her to the ER. the progosis was so grim, with any treatment likely to result in only prolonging her agony, i made the most difficult decision in my life so far. oh my God, it hurts so bad right now writing about it. Kaila passed away in my arms at 8:20 pm tonight. Brett is still working and not able to leave work so i am just completely filled with grief - and alone until he gets home. i just needed to share this pain. it hurts so bad. __________________
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