Finishing up my lunch break and I have a few things to get off my chest.

[Ponine]

Originally Posted by Eliza Hodgkins 1812

6. Watched the preview for Brokeback mountain, Ang Lee’s new epic about gay cowboys played by Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger. I’ll be there carrying a banner that reads, “I love gay men! I love gay cowboys! I especially love when attractive gay cowboys fall in love and then make out for my benefit.” In all seriousness, I think the movie is going to be really, really good. Plus, Michelle Williams is adorable.

I agree. I have decided that I want the poster... a really BIG one.

I need to figure out where my life is going. Where I want it to go, and what in God's name makes me happy, if anything.
I need to know what direction to move in, who to take care of first.

Why do I lay in bed at night and evision the sparkling trees at Disneyland? Because that is the one thing that without question, makes me smile, and feel happy.

I also wish I had some friends who were closer. Some of you that I have grown close to over the past few years? I wish you were here to cry to, or go hang with when things get rough.