You Can't Take it With You

[Gemini Cricket]

I didn't want to start a new thread about this so here goes.

Tonight is our first rehearsal and usually I'm really, really excited about it. It's the anticipation of meeting new people, fresh material, creating a character etc.

This time around, I'm feeling kind of blah about it. First time ever. That makes me worry. Should I worry? I'm feeling a classic symptom of depression and I'm kinda beating myself up about it. 'Loss of interest.'

I'm feeling like such a mess.