[AllyOops!]

Ooh! Where's the list?

Despite my ribald comments and raunchy posts, the walk is a bit different then the talk for this girl. Raised very Catholic, love trumps lust for me. I can't bear all of the guilt associtated with pure lust! The "I'm going to hell" feeling that would follow just crushes me. Especially since I recently experienced a rocky last couple of years where my choice making was at its all time lowest and poorest. Total commitment phobia and no clue what or where I was going. I'm glad that awful time is long over!

Having said that, I'm completely devoted, committed, loyal and in love with my boyfriend. He inspires me and is the catalyst for all of the wonderful changes in my life that I never dreamt possible. When I grow up I'm so going to marry him. And because of that mutual love & respect? We can have lots and lots of "I'm going to wear my old highschool plaid skirt and wear those 5 inch black stillettos and break out the silk scarves and flavored oils because I might be a good girl but I'm your whore" kind of loving.

Damn, I'm still going to hell because I'm not married. It's like I just can't win with the Vatican.