I'm hate myself and I think I'm going to be ill

[Ghoulish Delight]

I just ruined my baby.

4 years we've lived at this apartment and it's finally happened. Our parking space is under a carport, right next to a support. Pulling in today, I succesfully navigated so the side mirror missed the support...unfortunately I apparantly then turned just a little too far because my right rear side caught the large bolt at the bottom of the support.

F*ck F*ck F*ck F*ck F*ck F*ck

Both the rear door and the rear quarter panel are damaged. They MIGHT be able to do a cosmetic repair on the door (but probably not). But the quarterpanel will have to be replaced. I can see the damaged fiberglass.

I'd take a picture, but just looking it right now makes me sick.

This will probably be about $1000 worth of repair.

I need a drink.