sorrow and despair

[Deebs]

Originally Posted by MickeyLumbo

my mind tells me i did the right thing.

my heart feels like i betrayed her trust - the trust that she had that i would always be her protector and best friend.

You absolutely did not betray her trust. You saved her suffering. You are still her protector and best friend. You were there holding her when she said goodbye to you. She loves you, she thanks you.

I am so sorry for your loss. I have also been through it and it is horrible. I'm sorry you had a bad night last night and hope you are able to sleep soon. Glad you have today off. Take care of yourself.