Double Murder/Suicide in my neighborhood

[lashbear]

It affects you more than you know.

I had an asian student die in my block of flats (not sure of reason) - It appeared that he drank himself to death - He was found with bottles all around the desk, and him slumped dead under the desk.

We took some time to get over that one. I empathise with you, but console you with the knowledge that life does eventually get back to normal.