Because I can

Eliza Hodgkins 1812 · 02-13-2005, 10:38 PM

I'm not often in control of my contrary impulses. I wish I was more impulsive and rebellious than moody and rude.

Rudeness is especially unforgivable.

I find that I'll often chose politeness over honesty when I'm in disagreeable company. And just once I'd actually like to fire off what I'm *really* thinking, and see the looks on their faces. But then I start to worry that it's not just a matter of being true to myself, it's a question of also being rude to others to satisfy my own satisfaction.

So, I'm completely not sure what's the better road to travel a lot of the time. As a result, I kind of stand still useless and bewildered.

02-13-2005, 10:38 PM	#16
Eliza Hodgkins 1812 Sputnik Sweetheart Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Long Beach Posts: 2,685	I'm not often in control of my contrary impulses. I wish I was more impulsive and rebellious than moody and rude. Rudeness is especially unforgivable. I find that I'll often chose politeness over honesty when I'm in disagreeable company. And just once I'd actually like to fire off what I'm really thinking, and see the looks on their faces. But then I start to worry that it's not just a matter of being true to myself, it's a question of also being rude to others to satisfy my own satisfaction. So, I'm completely not sure what's the better road to travel a lot of the time. As a result, I kind of stand still useless and bewildered.
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