So, I'm wondering.

Ghoulish Delight · 05-11-2005, 08:30 AM

She just posted in my birthday thread...said her computer crashed.

AllyOops! · 05-11-2005, 11:48 AM

Oh, here I am! I'm so happy I logged on this morning!!

Oh, Ponine! You could NEVER do anything wrong! I absolutely love you!

I'm so sorry! One of my biggest flaws is that I never let anybody (family included) know what's going on with me when I get busy! I have more enemies then friends right now, I think. I'm sorry!

I always forget to check my PM's. I'm going to send you one!

I have been unpacking! I had a sudden change of heart and decided to remain in Los Angeles. It was a decision I had been waffling with, and I knew it was for the best. I <3 this city! I'm up to my highlights in wardrobe boxes, and making donation bags. Plus, all the crazy little adjustments you make with moving to a new home. And then my computer dilemmas!! ARGGH!

May is always a tough month for me. It's filled with many joyous birthdays, and sadly, death anniversaries. Friday was my late boyfriend's would-have-been 40th birthday. Three days before that, was the 1 year anniversary of my Grandpa's death. It's been harder then I thought. Ironically, they are buried next to each other. I live much closer to the cemetery now, so I'm able to visit and bring flowers. I feel so awful, because it's this month that I become tortured with the "could of been's". My best friend's death anniversary is coming in a few weeks. I wonder when this stops being so painful & lonely?

Now, I'm wondering why I just bared my Soul. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts! Dark place be gone.

Lickey~ Thank you! So many hugs for you!

Hades · 05-11-2005, 04:01 PM

(***Hades extends his arms above his head and forward towards Ally's direction and projects positive mana her way!***)

Dark thoughts BE GONE! Let the light of love and happy thoughts bathe Ally in warmth!

Hang in there, chicklet! It does get better. My grandfather's passing anniversary was weeks ago. Still miss him, but it doesn't ache as much in my heart. I still get a pang of hurt for my dog Lady, but her box of ashes and her doggie collar are in my living room where I can see them, so it does hit closer to home, so to speak.

Hugs of simpathy and love to you!
>>>>>>>>>>HUGS<<<<<<<<<<<<<

05-11-2005, 08:30 AM	#1
Ghoulish Delight I Floop the Pig Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Alternative Swankstyle Posts: 19,348	She just posted in my birthday thread...said her computer crashed. __________________ 'He who receives an idea from me, receives instruction himself without lessening mine; as he who lights his taper at mine, receives light without darkening me.' -TJ
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05-11-2005, 11:48 AM	#2
AllyOops! It's Peanut Butter Jelly Time!!! Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Introspection Intersection Posts: 1,207	Oh, here I am! I'm so happy I logged on this morning!! Oh, Ponine! You could NEVER do anything wrong! I absolutely love you! I'm so sorry! One of my biggest flaws is that I never let anybody (family included) know what's going on with me when I get busy! I have more enemies then friends right now, I think. I'm sorry! I always forget to check my PM's. I'm going to send you one! I have been unpacking! I had a sudden change of heart and decided to remain in Los Angeles. It was a decision I had been waffling with, and I knew it was for the best. I <3 this city! I'm up to my highlights in wardrobe boxes, and making donation bags. Plus, all the crazy little adjustments you make with moving to a new home. And then my computer dilemmas!! ARGGH! May is always a tough month for me. It's filled with many joyous birthdays, and sadly, death anniversaries. Friday was my late boyfriend's would-have-been 40th birthday. Three days before that, was the 1 year anniversary of my Grandpa's death. It's been harder then I thought. Ironically, they are buried next to each other. I live much closer to the cemetery now, so I'm able to visit and bring flowers. I feel so awful, because it's this month that I become tortured with the "could of been's". My best friend's death anniversary is coming in a few weeks. I wonder when this stops being so painful & lonely? Now, I'm wondering why I just bared my Soul. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts! Dark place be gone. Lickey~ Thank you! So many hugs for you!
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05-11-2005, 04:01 PM	#3
Hades Silly Rabbit! Tricks are for kids! Join Date: Mar 2005 Posts: 80	(*Hades extends his arms above his head and forward towards Ally's direction and projects positive mana her way!*) Dark thoughts BE GONE! Let the light of love and happy thoughts bathe Ally in warmth! Hang in there, chicklet! It does get better. My grandfather's passing anniversary was weeks ago. Still miss him, but it doesn't ache as much in my heart. I still get a pang of hurt for my dog Lady, but her box of ashes and her doggie collar are in my living room where I can see them, so it does hit closer to home, so to speak. Hugs of simpathy and love to you! >>>>>>>>>>HUGS<<<<<<<<<<<<<
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