The Art of Moving On

[Gemini Cricket]

I thought about Dignity a long time ago. I wouldn't want to sit through mass, but I'm sure they have a priest or two that I could speak with. We'll see.

I think a lot of people have these conflicts with their religion or the religion they were brought up with. I'm thinking we don't hear enough about them or from them about their struggles... I could write something, I suppose. 'A Million Little Crickets'.

Maybe I'm not an activist. Maybe I'm not the right breed to be one.

I agree that we're all hypocrites at some time in our lives. But I'm not in denial telling people that I'm not one and that I'm better than a certain type of people. Bleh.

Forgive the Catholic Church. Accept their flaws. I'd like to do both but I'm not there yet. I've rejected them outright but that doesn't/didn't change the hurt I feel. It doesn't calm the anger.

Maybe I can influence change without taking them so personally? Maybe not looking for the moments to influence, only confront it when confronted? Maybe when I am truly comfortable with my sexuality, with my beliefs, with Brad?

Maybe
Maybe
Maybe...